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Surviving unalive attempts
So….. Hi. Yeah you read that correctly. This is the truth. This is who I am. I have been diagnosed with bi-polar disorder with CPTSD and ADHD. I have been struggling with it for about 13 years. I am writing this because I would like to discuss what its like being a Unalive attempt survivor.…
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Lava
And What Is It That Aggravates It so. The fire The lava. Molten Rock Attach To Skin And Then Raw. Sorry to burn you. Fuck You. I’m Tired Of This Guilt And Tender Center Sorrow Where My heart Is Spiked Through With Your nervous boot. Just fucking Shut up With your Quiet Mouth And TELL…
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My Magician
Oh look, look how he pulls that rabbit out of his hat! See, I have it in my room, it’s priceless and cute. I love that rabbit. See! Oh please see, look at what he’s given me, and look at that! He shows his affection with precious things, But I stay mute. He speaks with…
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13
The black cat crossed my path On Friday On the thirteenth It brought luck And the death of something When I saw your face wincing At the sight of my car Drove opposite of you And I thought about giving you a ride I thought of giving you a hug good bye And an offer…
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Confrontation
Confrontation Father and Daughter Relationship If I write this letter…..
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Blood Roses
Blood Roses I will haunt your memory Tired of the bull shit hassle……
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Bound By Texas’
west dry dust dear god no better than homelessness countryside dear god why? undo let me come through out of the quicksand sucking me down out take my soul away landside cry grey gray matter what matters dear god cleanse replace cleanse replace with bad then a string no one I want to be Do…
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Martyr Vs. Masochist
So wrong… Horribly wrong Stubbornly gone Into a dream That turned to illusion Fucking magician. Trickster of mirrors And smoke And slight of hand. And it’s funny That he had inspired this heart so The deception brought Despair And her arm around her To her right So close an enemy You sir may read this…